Monday, 25 February 2013

Hoping for the best

Today Monday 25 February, took a trip to Banbury sitting here in the cafe by the canal reflecting that this may be the last time for a while I can do this, tomorrow I start my chemo therapy, I have no idea how its going to effect me the general consensus is its not going to be very nice, so I am preparing for the worst but hoping for the best.
It's a weird feeling this. The doctor keeps telling me they are trying to ensure me a better quality of life, the maddest thing is right now and for most of the past year I have felt fine, apart from every time I get a pain somewhere Panic what's the problem, usually it's turns out to be nothing a muscle spasm or a strain,
My object is to keep doing my own thing for as long as I am able, if I am able to get my chataracts done I should be able to keep on driving for a few more years, the independence that a car offers is incalculable, I know I will miss if I have to give it up.

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